Monday, April 27, 2009

Be your GIRL!!

So I haven't heard this song in forever.

by: Teedra Moses.

I almost forgot how amazing it was.

Everytime I hear it!
It makes me smile :)


wnna hear the full song
go here:

since this bullshit ass blog wont play
the full dmn song!
my nerves are getn bad. time for me to go to bed.
nd to think i was gon stop cussin LOL!.

Friday, April 24, 2009

currently feelings!? i guess.

yeah so IDK! how I'm feeling right now.
I have so many different thoughts and emotions
running through my mind right now its crazy.


I hate this feeling!

emotional is so not me.

I wanna scream, cry, IDK! blah.
This emotional shit is so not for me.

but sometimes whn you supress how your feeling for so long
it can take over so since I'm bloggn now
I guess this is a way to relieve my stress.
To finally be able to breathe and just let it all go.

I kno most ppl think I'm heartless,
truth is I have feelings I just choose to not share them.
I wnna b seen as strong, not WEAK!.


so. I've been tlkn to someone for 3 years now!
3 whole effn years and I'm just not sure anymore.
The person is in college now and so am I and we dnt
live that close to each other anymore and just
w/ schedules and stuff I dnt get to tlk to that person
a lot. I mean before we talked everyday even if it was
just for 5 mins. Just hearing their voice for 2 secs
was enough. NOW! I never hear from that person.
I feel like were going dwn different paths and I'm not
sure I'm ready for this. This person is suppose to be
in my future or so I thought. I still care for them
and I know they still care for me, but I'm just NOT
sure anymore. Mayb were just going thru some things.
every relationship has its problems its storm and hopefully
its just raining a little. I pray the sun comes out!
Mayb this summer whn were both back home everything will
work its self out. I love the person. Even though I'm just
now confessing it. I kno they might transfer to UNT! I hope so.
I think I might actually b ready to make it official. WEIRD! LOL


my other problem.

well I'm growin up ya'll nd this shit is scary. LOL.
but for real though. Its time for me to start gettn back
on track, its time for me to take control of my life and make
things happen. I just don't feel like ppl are takin me serious.
&& ppl who I'd expect to be in my corner supportn me are
doubtin me!! I kno negativity is suppose to motivate you
and it does but aftr it being continuous it sometimes brings me dwn.
hm. IDK! I dont care I can't let it get to me. Opinions are meant
to be heard, but you have the choice to actual listen.
&& my ears are on mute. I have goals and I am going to achieve each
&& everyone. I know ppl may think I'm takin it lightly.
but guess what I'm not. I kno its not gonna b a walk in the park
but I'm willing to do whatevr I have to. because at the end
of the day I will be successful! I will make it.
My mother taught me everything I know and I aspire to be a
STRONG BLACK WOMAN! like herself. I can do all things through Christ
who strengthens me. [I think thats how it goes LOL]

My faith keeps me standing.
trust I have a strong faith in God.

ps. I just realized I haven't made a video
in a LONG! time LOL. so video coming soon.

check out my youtube.

pure entertainment!

I'm sleepy.
so goodnight.
is amazing hehe.

YES! I designed the pic.
I'm awesome.
Get like me!

I'm a lil broke right now.
so until I startn workn
FULL! time this summer.

help me out LOL.
all donations are welcome hehe.

naw but for real.

I make TUTU'sz wnt one hit me up.

this is what they look like.

it does not include the corset just the tutu.
provide your own top.
[prices vary so just hit me up w/ comment.
facebook: Jazzie Jnerd Vassar
or twitter me:
or if your not into all those websites
email me or]

stay tuned.
more stuff coming soon.
I will b makin picture frames.
shoes, etc.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

BLAH! Library BORED.


Suppose to be studyn.
but I feel like I've dne enough
studyn for now.
I might study more a lil later.
So I'm blogging! YERP.


There needs to be Library RULES!
1. Be considerate! um hello ppl are tryna study DUH!
or read a book, write a paper there doing something.
2. NO COUGHING! this girl is across frm me
she has been coughin for dmn near 2 hours -literally.
Shit get a cough drop. or GO BACK TO YOUR DORM OR HOME! nd study.
3. NO CELL PHONES! unless your textn. who
holds a whole conversation on the phone arent you suppose
to be doing something productive!?
4. NO MUSIC! I do not wnna hear the bullshit yu listen to
unless I like the song of course. hehe.

Which brings me to Common, Drake, && Lauryn Hill.
I've been killn em all day!! I can't get enough.

favorite common song of the moment: Make my day && I used to love her.

so I am totally in love w/ Cassie's new hair for some odd reason.
at first I was like wtf!? then I looked at it again nd was like.

OH! and I found my tattoo.

I WANT....
[drumroll plz]

on my rib cage w/ that writing but a lil different!!
I'm n love w/ it hehe.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

NEW! to this whole thing.

So. I've decided to bcome a blogger.
about what!? IDK! whatevr I feel like.
I'm pretty much random so whatever
is inspiring me at the moment or has
my attention or randomly pops into my
head or I think is cool
will appear on this here blog.

Right now I'm reading Rev Run's
Words of Wisdom
so far so good.
So I'm sharing a quote w/ everyone.
I'm only on page 4 LOL! so I'm sharing w/
you what I like so far.

-"Whenever I feel like I am lacking something,
the first thing I do is to give. If you need love,
give love. If you need a hug, hug someone. If
you need friends, be friendly. If you need money,
give some service. The law of giving and recieving
is well and alive." -rev run.

-"What do you do when you feel like nothing is going
your way? What do you do when you feel empty inside
and there is no hope? What do you do when you pray
and your prayers aren't answered? Songwriter Bebe
Winans wrote, "After you've done all you can, YOU
JUST STAND." Psalms 46:10 says, "Be still, and know
that I am God." " -rev run.

coolio! huh!? LOL. yerp I like em.

now I leave you w/ one of mine.
"if skies were the limit we would've never heard these famous words
-"That's one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind."
-neil armstrong." -Jazzie aka J.[N]erd!

oh wait.
I also like.

Our Greatest Fear "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light , not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of god. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make and manifest the glory of god that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
-Marianne Williamson“Our Greatest Fear” from her book “A Return To Love”

What are some of your favorite sayings and quotes!?