tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84833976892243154462024-03-13T03:58:59.431-07:00J.[N]erd!'sz WorldA day in the Life of J.[N]erd!J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-66905975322143232832009-10-19T23:51:00.000-07:002009-10-19T23:51:02.407-07:00dedicated to my mr fat head himself. MOMO!!So I havent bloggd nd um.<br />
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let see...<br />
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FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!<br />
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I swear I'm gonna try to start<br />
blogn more but its just kind<br />
of BLAH! sometimes.<br />
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my new amigo momo!!<br />
my fatty.<br />
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told me to blog.<br />
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so i'm blogn about momo!?<br />
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hm.<br />
anyways LOL.<br />
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this blog is 100 percent dedicated<br />
to MOMO!!<br />
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let me tell ya'll about him.<br />
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He's a promoter in Houston! cool.<br />
He txt me every night nd AFTERNOON!<br />
telln me to Wake UP! problem is.<br />
I'm always the first one awake. <br />
He made a bet w/ me nd I LOST! the first day.<br />
aw. man now i've gotta do something<br />
but i dnt know what it is yet until<br />
we hang out. BUMMER.<br />
oooh so he knows I dnt like chicken on a bone<br />
right. but whn I come to houston.<br />
he's gonna make me try Frenchys <--chicken place<br />
on a bone. I can tell you now. I'm not gonna like it :)<br />
oh yeah nd the loser doesnt eat pork.<br />
now I'm not a huge pork fan but whats breakfast<br />
w/ bacon or pizza w/ out pepperoni. smh.<br />
I think he's muslim? hmm not sure.<br />
ooh get this he's ugly ass is cute.<br />
shh dnt anyone.<br />
nd he sounds cute on phn? hahaha<br />
txt him is fun i guess.<br />
basically the loser is COOL!<br />
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end of discussion hehe.<br />
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so yes its official as of today<br />
Oct 20, 09.<br />
I've BLOGd hahaha.<br />
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nd you all can thank momo for <br />
makin me blog and dedicate a blog<br />
to him. <br />
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thats all folks.<br />
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NITE!! :)<br />
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ps. have fun passn out those<br />
flyers dork!J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-64065295279839933022009-09-14T15:38:00.000-07:002009-09-14T18:54:07.286-07:00KID CUDI Music Mondays: Inspiration<center>Man on the Moon: The End of the Day!<br /><br /><br />BEHIND THE LYRICS! <br />:)<br /><br /><img src=http://b7.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/01237/71/53/1237853517_l.jpg><br /><br />I love this album.<br />I can honestly say <br />this is probably one of<br />the only albums were <br />I LOVE not LIKE! every<br />SINGLE FXCKN SONG!<br />-literally.<br /><br /><br />each nd every song.<br />is AMAZING!<br /><br />I'm in awe -spell check.<br /><br />1. In my Dreams.<br /><br />basically it goes w/ the album title LOL.<br />Man on the Moon = HIM! <br />The End of the Day! = him going to sleep<br />at "the end of the day" nd transforming you<br />into his dreams/his life.<br />GENIUS!! <br /><br />2. Soundtrack 2 My Life.<br /><br />simply amazing :) it is extremely relatable<br />on all levels. wll for me anyway hehe<br /><br />verses frm the song I LOVE :)<br />-I got, 99 problems and they all bitches<br />Wish I was Jigga man, carefree livin'<br />-But they all didn't see the little bit of sadness in me<br />-The moon will illuminate my room<br />And soon I'm consumed by my doom<br />-Where it is never sunny, the dark side of the Moon,<br />So it's never right, I try to shed some light on it man,<br />Not many people of this planet understand...<br />Fam<br />-I'm this close to goin and tryin' some coke<br />and a happy ending be slitting my throat<br />Ignorance to cope man, Ignorance is bliss<br />Ignorance is love and I need that s--t<br />-And I get both, never truly satisfied<br />I am happy - that's just the saddest lie<br /><br />&& last but not least.<br /><br />THE WHOLE FXCKN CHORUS!!<br />sing it w/ me now.<br /><br />I've got some issues that nobody can see<br />And all of these emotions are pouring out of me<br />I bring them to the light for you<br />It's only right, this is<br />The soundtrack 2 my life<br />The Soundtrack 2 my life...<br /><br />I MEAN! seriously.<br />he wnt hard.<br />who hasnt evr had moments<br />were you truly felt what he<br />said cause you were in his shoes.<br /><br />*looks around*<br /><br />nd if you havent.<br />um kudos to you!?<br />[confused puzzled face]<br /><br /><br />3. Simple as...<br /><br />its as simple as that. <br />love common whn he tlks :)<br /><br />4. Solo Dolo [nightmare]<br /><br />at this point!! its pretty dmn<br />self explanatory!! dnt get it<br />I'm flipn the bird at you :)<br /><br />-Listen Good<br />I don't need nobody<br />This is what you feel all the sounds of insanity<br />Hopin what I hear loops itself to finish me<br />No I wont be afraid<br />Hey Hey<br />-Why must it feel so wrong when I try and do right, do right.<br /><br />5.Heart of a Lion<br /><br />pure awesomeness <--is that word? LOL<br />anyways you catch my drift.<br />the song literally speaks for its self.<br />point blank period.<br /><br />-screams NEXTTTTTTTTT!.<br /><br />6. My World<br /><br />This WILL! be MY! world.<br />like this song gives HOPE.<br />it tells a story. nd yeah<br />we've probably heard this story<br />hundreds of time frm artist<br />in all genres. but Idk<br />for some reason this one felt<br />real. like it HIT HOME!<br /><br />like seriously LISTEN TO THE SONG!!<br />the WHOLE SONG!<br />I cnt evn give you a fav verse<br />or anything cause the whole dmn song<br />is my fav.<br />so google the lyrics nd read along :)<br /><br />7. Day n NITE!<br /><br />um yeah we've seen the video nd heard<br />the song over a milion times. I still love<br />it but shit ya'll get the picture.<br /><br /><br />NEXTTTTTTTTTT.<br /><br />ps. if you havent heard the song.<br />kick rocks nd without shoes or socks<br /><br />8. The Sky Might Fall<br /><br />-What a world that I'm livin' in, <br />Will the rainstorms ever end, <br />Still I feel my... path narrow, <br />I run again, <br />See happyness is gone again, <br />And then you see 'em, <br />Grey clouds up above man, <br />Metaphor to my life man, <br />Still I feel my...heart stronger then its ever been, <br />Strong will to my journey ends,<br /><br />-enough said. listen to the rest biotchh.<br /><br />9. Enter Galactic<br /><br />-I know it's easy to imagine but it's easier to just do<br />See, if you can't do what you imagine, then what is imagination to you?<br />Just a waste of space in your brain, to take the place of hate, where things all the same<br />Tell me your secrets, the things that make you tick<br />I like when you talk because your voice is angel-ess, ay<br /><br />this song makes me smile HEHE.<br /><br />Now NOW Yeah you can't have my heart :)<br /><br />10. Alive<br /><br />-Everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah<br />and everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah<br /><br />11. Cudi ZONE<br /><br />I just love this song.<br />:)<br />in my mind it sounds like ooooooooo<br />dmn if i could sing!<br /><br />12. Make her say.<br /><br />love it!! lady gaga's weird ass singing.<br />kanye the douche crybaby nd my fav of all time<br />COMMON!!!!!! dmn this shit is HOT!.<br />specially commons part no offense.<br />:)<br /><br />whn i POKE HER FACE!<br /><br />AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYE.<br /><br />13. Pursuit of Happiness<br /><br />just the way it flows is enough for me!<br />gahhhhhh it makes me HAPPY! bahahaha.<br />I dnt know why I just LOVE! it so much.<br />it just feels so GROOVY BABY hehe.<br /><br />-Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit<br />Feelin’ lit feelin’ light, 2 am summer night.<br />I don't care, hand on the wheel, drivin drunk, I'm doin’ my thing<br />Rollin the Midwest side and out livin’ my life getting’ out dreams<br />People told me slow my road I'm screaming out fuck that<br />Imma do just what I want lookin’ ahead no turnin’ back<br />if I fall if I die know I lived it to the fullest<br />if I fall if I die know I lived and missed some bullets<br /><br />he couldve made this song w/ just that verse nd I'd b buzzn :)<br /><br />14. Hyyerr<br /><br />this song just takes me there hehe.<br />I swear this song makes me happy nd <br />makes me wnna do my happy dance. I swear.<br />nd I dnt evn smoke. but ayeeee.<br /><br />-So I just pour that bag of colorful frosty leaves on out<br />And free my scalp<br />I mean free my mind<br />One puff at a time<br />Im up all the time<br />Im up on the grind<br />So a big booty and a blunt would be fine<br />Just wanna feel fine<br />Just wanna kill time<br />Just wanna relax and think of a rhyme<br /><br />like seriously who else makes songs like his?<br />um...<br /><br />15. up up & away<br /><br />SCREAMS WAKEEEEEEEEEEEE UP!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so thats my take on the kid cudi album.<br />everyone song is awesomely amazing.<br />I love the entire album!<br /><br /><br />so BUY IT BITCH! :)<br /><br />Sept 15. 2009.<br /><br /><img src=http://agrandscene.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/kid-cudi-man-on-the-moon-album-cover-art-1.jpg><br /><br /><br />The end is never the end. A new challenge awaits. A test no man could be prepared for. A new hell he must conquer and destroy. A new level of growth he must confront himself. The machine in the ghost within. This is the journey of the man on the moon.<br />-Common.<br /><br /><br /><img src=http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/108/l_bf0a469b90a24fa9bf02fbfc76998088.jpg></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-87119240081086651142009-09-14T10:13:00.000-07:002009-09-14T10:43:30.227-07:00VMA'sz frm a TV perspective.So Madonna tlks nd its like aw. BLAH!<br /><br />then MICHAEL JACKSON's TRIBUTE.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />can we say BOMB [.] COM<br /><br />I freakn loved it. <br />I would kill to go bck in time<br />nd audition to be part of the show.<br />shit I'd kill just to b able to perform<br />thiller on stage w/ the dancers.<br />it was AMAZING!!<br /><br />bet who?!<br /><br /><br />bahahaha.<br /><br /><br />then this bitch named kanye aka Douche the crybaby.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />had the audacity!! to RUIN!!!! [keyword: RUIN]<br />Taylor Swift's moment.<br /><br />blah blah blah everyone's makin hella excuses<br />for him. his mom just died, he was drinking,<br />he's been stressed out lately.<br /><br />SO THE FXCK WHAT!!<br /><br /><br />ppl deal w/ this type of shit on a daily.<br />but you dnt see them going out nd actn a dmn<br />fool or in others words being "REAL" <--bullshit.<br /><br />you are responsible for your OWN! actions.<br /><br /><br />I personally feel like that was NOT! being real.<br />yes opinions are cool. nd its cool to state them<br />but there is a time nd place for everything.<br />there is a fine line between being str8 disrepectful<br />nd truthfully blunt. :) nd what he did was WRONG.<br />point _____ [.]<br /><br />moving right along!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Taylor Performed blah<br /><br />Lady GAGA bleed on stage. BLAH!<br /><br /><br /><br />BEYONCE...WHERE MY RING AT!? <br />-enough said LOL.<br /><br />um. <br /><br />I saw KID CUDI's sexy ass I wear my <br />little sisters skinny jeans lookin ass.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />um.<br /><br />JAY-Z performed.<br /><br />AYYYYYYYE.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I loved it until LIL MAMA<br />got on stage. like wtf?<br />ugh. it was gross.<br /><br /><br />ooh! nd um I will b in theaters<br />OCTOBER 28, 2009<br /><br /><br />RIP MJ!<br />:)J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-12306352539505438162009-09-09T16:35:00.000-07:002009-09-09T16:37:10.979-07:00bahahahahaI havent posted in a while.<br /><br /><br />so I'm randomly posting NOTHING!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />but hey watch this video its cool!<br />:)<br /><br /><object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/R4K-dYx6oVU&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/R4K-dYx6oVU&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />wnna see more?<br /><br />go to<br /><br /><br />YOUTUBE.COM/NERDJAZZIE<br /><br /><br />hehe.J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-72854184329145137802009-07-26T13:48:00.000-07:002009-07-26T14:33:14.138-07:00spousal support/child support.my thoughts nd views on it.<br />plus method man and redman's too hehe.<br /><br />now I was on mediatakeout.com<br />and I came across this video.<br /><br />wll watch the video.<br />I'm not about to tell you all about it<br />nd ish.<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/prvEyPaNzGo&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/prvEyPaNzGo&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />I can say I 100 percent agree w/ method and red.<br />wll mayb like 92 percent.<br />because I mean they aint have to say all that<br />the P***y isnt worth it. that was a lil xtra LOL.<br />but funny known the less.<br /><br /><br /><br />wll I feel like 55k!?<br />like are you fxckn kindin me!?<br /><br /><br /><br />nd wait its not like 55k a year or something.<br />its 55k a month.<br /><br /><br /><br />STOP THE TRACK!!.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />most americans/ppl dnt even make that dmn much<br />a year. I mean wll the ppl I know LOL.<br />dnt make that much a year.<br />let alone to have to pay that much a month.<br /><br />for a dmn baby thats probably 3 days old!?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />HELL NAW! hell naw.<br />not I. I'd b a dead beat father in a minute.<br />quit my job nd everything so I wouldnt have to<br />pay that much. go back to court or something.<br /><br />that is CRAZY!.<br /><br /><br />yes I do feel that their are some dead beat fathers<br />ie: my real one. who dnt do shit for their child.<br />guess what!?<br />my father was suppose <br />[did ya'll catch that suppose]<br />to pay but he didnt<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd did my mom act a dmn fool nd ask for all this<br />xtra nd keep going bck n forth to court. NO!<br />she was a single mother who did it all on her own.<br /><br /><br />so guess what ladies. its POSSIBLE!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />stop trying to be sneaky angry women who are trying<br />to get bck at the nigga because he left you! by takin<br />all of his dmn money. <br />get a dmn career a job or something and take care of <br />your dmn self. nd yes child support would be nice<br />cause it can help out. but that does not mean take<br />the babies money nd spend it on gettn your dmn nails dne.<br /><br /><br />this is not in regards to all females<br />just the grimey hoes who wlk around singing.<br />I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T. but can't so shit for themselves.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />matter of fact let me get into it for real.<br /><br /><br />Women: I can feel for you if you were a stay at home mom<br />nd now your getting a divorce but guess what you put yourself<br />in the predictment. with the way it is now a days everyone knows<br />divorce is like getting a new cell phone everytime a new one<br />comes out. its happens all the dmn time. therefore. be smart!!<br />yeah he may want you at home but you better have a secret saving<br />account or something, or work a part time job at least and save<br />for emergencies such as DIVORCE! so whn you find yourself alone.<br />you have something to fall back on until you are able to get a job!!<br />nd take care of yourself. women who work yeah its probably still going<br />to be hard when you get a divorce because ya'll may have something<br />going like you pay these bills he pays that so its going to be tight.<br />one: cut back on your spending whn it comes to clothes nd all that extra.<br />two: DOWNGRADE!! I know you want the big nice ass house but guess<br />what you can't afford it alone so how about. you get a nice apartment<br />or a nice house thats cheaper that you can afford on your own.<br />so your kid is still able to live a nice life. think of this. it is not<br />his responsiblity to pay your house nd his. think about it if the roles<br />were reversed nd you had to pay for not only yours but his. time are HARD!<br />therefore its ok to downgrade having a big ass house isnt going to<br />make your kid a better person. your one that influences the child and<br />is responsible for how the child turns out. not the materials.<br />so stop trying to live some uppity ass life and be happy w/ what you have.<br />remember its not about you but about the kid.<br />so regardless of you being mad because he left whatever be mad but<br />dnt let that shit hinder the situation put it aside and think about<br />your kid.!! thats whats wrong w/ ppl these days they think about themselves.<br />if you need help cause it gets hard and your having a hard time paying<br />for the downgrade due to this because trust me I know shit happens<br />its ok to ask for help that doesnt mean take advantage of this situation.<br />or change it around because your still bitter. [you heard that key word.<br />YOUR!!] and you want your ex to struggle.<br /><br />now<br /><br /><br /><br />Men: yes divorce does happen, but you can still be a great father.<br />by being their for your kid making sure your kid has. dnt punish the child<br />because you can stand that ex hoe of yours she is still your babys mother<br />and gave you a great gift. so put all the hard feelings out nd come <br />to some type of agreement. if you act right you may find yourself NOT IN COURT<br />and not having to pay tons of child support. [keyword:act right] this means.<br />taking your kid out, buying the kid some new shoes when their needed and<br />going back to school shopping. basically playing an active role in the childs life.<br />if the ex ask for some money because the kid needs to go to the doctor give<br />her the dmn money or tlk it out. make something work cause i know the doctor<br />can be expensive lol. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />basially what I am saying is spousal support is some bullshit.<br />child support should only be dne if the mother/father is<br />not helping out in anyway but that does not mean go to court<br />nd take half of what he/she has. be resonable.<br /><br />and if you can work out some kind of agreement outside of the court.<br />put your own feelings aside and think about whats best for the child!!<br />point _____ [.] <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />basically just make it work shit.<br /><br /><br />ps. the real reason i stopped writing is. <br />i got tired of typing LOL.<br />mayb i'll come bck in finish.<br /><br /><br />oh yeah kelis. you are dumb!!<br />spousal support so you can maintain<br />a lifestyle. you better learn to do<br />it on your own. dumb broad.J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-79071397414877902542009-07-26T13:19:00.000-07:002009-07-26T13:47:39.074-07:00convenient -spell check! FRIEND!?have you ever known someone to just b <br />there when its convenient for them!?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />um. YA! LOL.<br /><br />well let me go on record to say.<br /><br /><br />I am not the muthaeffn ONE!<br /><br />if you think you can be my friend.<br />whn you have no one else.<br />when times arent going good for you.<br />when your life is suddenly in shambles<br />nd you need someone to tlk too.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you got the game FXCK'd up!!<br /><br />I am not nor will I ever be.<br />your friend whn its convenient for you.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I can let you know right now.<br />I'm not the person you can run to<br />at the end of the day when everyone<br />has left you behind!<br /><br /><br /><br />if you knew the true definition of a friend<br />you'd know that you are there through thick and thin.<br />not when you dnt have anyone. <br />a true friend is someone you can trust and confide in.<br />someone you can run and cry too.<br />someone who gives you advice and tells you the truth<br />whether its something you want to hear or not.<br />and so on and so on. shit you know.<br /><br /><br /><br />not someone who.<br />whn goings get good!!<br />you dnt just diss your friends<br />who were there first.<br />but expect to pick them up<br />whn shit gets tough.<br />because during this diss process<br />you lose your friends<br />so whn those superficial hoes<br />decide enough is enough and their<br />dne w/ you. you will have NO ONE!!<br />or at least I can tell you.<br />YOU WONT HAVE ME!<br /><br /><br />I have no sympathy for anyone<br />who puts themselves in a bad situation.<br />you made your bed now sleep in it.<br /><br /><br />everyone knows.<br />you never burn a bridge.<br />because you'll never know when<br />you need to cross it again!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd I know ppl are probably thinking<br />wll your not a good friend yourself.<br />because your not there in the end.<br />wll I give everyone a chance.<br />the first time its a mistake but <br />after the second nd third time it is <br />no longer a mistake you know what your<br />doing and I am no ones fool.<br />so I refuse to let you think you got me!!<br />and allow you to take advantage of it.<br />therefore if this makes me a <br /><br /><br /><br />BAD FRIEND!!<br /><br />wll I wear the title/crown proudly. :)J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-46660925840175217462009-07-24T22:33:00.000-07:002009-07-24T23:30:11.039-07:00Say Whats REAL! part two.<center>who I really am.<br /><br />I'm the girl<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />who loves to lay on carpet at night<br />nd watch endless hours of tv.<br />who likes to wake up early nd drink coffee<br />nd watch the food network channel w/ my mom.<br />who prefers to stay in the house nd do <br />absolutely nothing.<br />who wishes that for once her jeans would<br />get smaller and not because she grew taller.<br />who wished freshman 15 actually applyed to her.<br />wishes she had a car so she could never use it.<br />who has a love/hate relationship w/ her hair.<br />nd no matter how much she says shes wants to cut it<br />she would never actually do it.<br />who collects hello kitty.<br />who secretly wishes she had someone who was<br />totally in love w/ her [ie:lovr material]<br />who secretly wants the title.<br />who can love you one day and get totally irritated<br />w/ you just because you tlkd to her when she wasnt<br />in the mood to be bothered<br />who wishes she still played the violin.<br />who wishes her biological father would answer her <br />long lingering questions.<br />who is scared to get close to anyone because her real<br />father rejected her nd left.<br />who doesnt want to grow attached to anyone in fear that they<br />will just leave.<br />who misses her little brother dallas dearly. nd crys often over him<br />who pretends to be hard when really shes hurts nd broken inside.<br />who loves to laugh but gets insecure due to her "mexican tooth" lol.<br />who loves to run in high heels because its a risk I over come everytime<br />who secretly thinks she can sing in private but not in person.<br />who loves to sleep w/ TONS! of pillows<br />who is scared of the dark hince my night lamp.<br />who use to love to iron clothes.<br />who is extemely interested in black history due to my lack of knowing it.<br />who secretly hates being skinny but loves to stand in the mirror naked hehe.<br />who wonders if she is the only one who has some of the weirdest thoughts<br />while in church LOL.<br />who paints her nails just to make her mom mad everytime they become chiped.<br />who dreams that I'm secretly a princess like the girl in princess diaries.<br />who is actually very shy and has anxiety just going outside. so i push myself<br />everytime.<br />who eats cookies because they look good on rugrats whn angelica eats them but is reminded just how average they really are everytime I bite into em. grr.<br />who has a potty mouth because cussing cracks her up.<br />who is mean because I'm insecure its true but i'm working on it! :)<br />who likes to wear sweats nd just chill.<br />who dresses up just to take a picture.<br />who wears makeup because I fell ugly that day.<br />who loves attention<br />who could never picture life w/ out her stuffed animals<br />who has had writers block since the 6th grade hehe.<br />who is told she is an excellent writer but hates english class.<br />who's favorite subject is seriously LUNCH.<br />who thinks root bear is amazing and the best just because its makes her burp alot.<br />who wishes she had ever pair of converse ever inventd evn though I never wear them.<br />who thinks doodling in class or ever is freaking LAME!<br />who thinks reading is amazing and loves libraries.<br />who wants a library card now. haha.<br />who thinks arthur is still a great show. pbs nigga.<br />who hates being a female during that time of the month nd wishes she were a boy.<br />who loves to crush on ppl hahaha.<br />who would go on a reality show because it'd be funny.<br />who wanted to pose in playboy ever since I saw a playboy magazing when I was little<br />who likes all movies that star thats so raven LOL.<br />who misses her first ever bffs. 5, 6, && 7 grade were amazing. 3lw<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd so much more.<br />hehe.<br /><br /><br />I'm just your average girl frm<br />el paso texas. born nd raised.<br />who now resides in dallas.<br />and is getting ready to discover the world<br />all on my own. august 9th is my "move in" date.<br />I'm the girl who seriously hates college<br />nd doesnt wish to return. grr.<br />also why the fuck should I pay to learn.<br />I also like to keep alot of stuff bcause it<br />brings me memories. I'm just me.<br />I laugh whn I feel the need too.<br />I cry behind closed doors.<br />I worry too dmn much.<br />I smile nd stare out the window alot. :)<br />it is what it is.<br /><br />I'm not rich I just trick alot LMAO.<br /><br /><br /><br />born to a homeless mother who went through alot.<br />but guess what I'm her guardian angel!! I brought<br />so much meaning to her life. just like she taught me<br />I taught her. we've been through alot in life together.<br />and we continue to grow and overcome.<br />we've been through it all. lights off water off etc.<br />shes my bestfriend. as i grow stronger so does she.<br />her strength guides me motivates me nd pushes me.<br />my biological father<br />left and is living "the life" or so it seems.<br />with a family that doesnt include me.<br />I'm his first child nd only daughter. you would nevr know.<br />but God blessed me w/ a better person 2 to be exact.<br />I have a loving family and no matter how hard it gets.<br />I'm human. I'm blessed. I'm just sayn whats Real!!<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-42018693120660613152009-07-24T20:54:00.000-07:002009-07-24T22:33:02.364-07:00Say Whats Real!!<center>10:57 pm.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEa1wrb7AR5i1MhYgyewdw6wlFxbJh88eF5LfA9iiNy7k9PPi-5NlU3ueb0vmQBhsvnylZtEYKxdkFgi0cSnUptkfL2NdkwEWpGKa8f7EeHpvUHjKybKWtar0_9lgc2VkYpaCAtbeIvlxa/s1600-h/01311.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEa1wrb7AR5i1MhYgyewdw6wlFxbJh88eF5LfA9iiNy7k9PPi-5NlU3ueb0vmQBhsvnylZtEYKxdkFgi0cSnUptkfL2NdkwEWpGKa8f7EeHpvUHjKybKWtar0_9lgc2VkYpaCAtbeIvlxa/s320/01311.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362265670717629266" /></a><br /><br />blog will be written over<br />a course of hours cause I might<br />take ALOT! of breaks LOL<br />or it could take 2.9 seconds.<br />just depends on how long I can focus.<br />I need to be tested for A.D.D.<br />hyper is NOT! in my category.<br /><br /><br />so lately I've been having so many<br />mixed emotions its crazy.<br />or maybe I feel like this every summer<br />which is why I secretly disappear frm <br />the world, during this disappearance<br />I am able to THINK! relax, be ANGRY!<br />worry, cry, blah blah blah etc.<br /><br /><br /><br />during this disappearance the disruptions<br />are kept to a minimum. I'm usually phnless<br />in the summer which works to my benefit.<br />friends cnt get in contact w/ me. ppl in general.<br />my parents work so I'm hme alone during the day.<br />nd at night whn I'm awake till 3 or 4.<br />its quite. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm addicted/n love w/ night but ironically.<br /><br /><br />I'm scared of the dark.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />have you ever felt um I can't think of a word to <br />describe it, mayb overwhelmed w/ life.<br /><br />I tend to get overwhelmed.<br /><br /><br /><br />I feel like I've lost myself. <br />I know who I am, but I've pretended<br />for so dmn long that it seems like<br />acting is turning into a real life screen<br />play. but of course. it'll be hollywood-ized.<br /><br /><br />I feel like ppl dnt know ME!<br />like I've painted this picture<br />and its no longer make believe<br />its REAL! like when mary poppins<br />hoped into the painting and it became <br />REAL.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />or have you ever felt regret.<br />About the past and how it didnt play out like<br />you planned and now your somewhere<br />in life but it wasnt apart of the<br />dream you had cooked up.<br /><br />ex: everyone has a dream such as<br />them becoming a doctor and living <br />this life w/ the wife and kids.<br />or maybe you just had opportunities<br />in life that you couldnt take bcause<br />of this nd that nd shit.<br /><br />so you sit bck nd think what couldve been.<br /><br /><br />or you think if I would have dne this<br />mayb I'd be this way or life would b a<br />whole lot easier.<br /><br /><br />I sometimes catch myself doing that.<br />nd get angry in the process nd BLAME!<br />everyone but myself. and my excuse<br />for blaming them is I was young so it<br />was their responsibilty.<br /><br /><br /><br />but I've come to realize.<br />life isnt meant to be easy. <br />and everytime I ask myself<br />questions like why wasn't I born<br />w/ a silver spoon in my mouth<br />or why do I have to go through <br />so dmn much. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />it is all part of GOD's! plan for me.<br />and it'll only make me stronger.<br />so instead of being angry all the time<br />I need to learn how to be thankful!<br />for him allowing me to go through<br />so much. it'll only make me a better person<br />a wiser person a amazing/great person.<br />so I'd like to thank GOD! for all the many<br />lessons he has taught me.<br />also I must realize their are ppl out<br />there who have to deal w/ much more thn<br />me. so I must also thank GOD! for allowing<br />me live the life I have and coming so far!!<br />and for blessing me the way he has.<br /><br /><br /><br />also, I've realized that I am truly lost.<br />I have no idea what I want for myself or<br />what it is that I want to do w/ my life.<br />because I live for everyone else.<br />I try to fit in! I try to be like everyone!<br />I try to please everyone.<br />but what about me!!<br /><br />so as of today!!<br /><br />I am living for me.<br />fuck the picture I painted.<br />fuck the mask I wear.<br /><br />its time I reveal who I am.<br />its time I come into my own.<br />its time I live my LIFE!<br />its time for me to reintroduce myself<br />to world.<br /><br />and this time.<br />its 100 percent real.<br />take it or leave it.<br /><br />and although I dont expect<br />this new journey to be easy.<br />I know it'll be amazing.<br />though all the good and bad times<br />to come. I'll be happy doing it.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHlnAilgySYdF6n9UhqHfKkH64LoyaV2NtVArjUCEpuGEgVrRgXiSh_mtBRD68sbjpHXyPFB2AVNLCgsWUOoy31Qjzy_ik5Bs8qnd00b5QC67gnJaovkKHm-kbTT-uFFiXOIoR0FyVy3pW/s1600-h/264971814021.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 166px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHlnAilgySYdF6n9UhqHfKkH64LoyaV2NtVArjUCEpuGEgVrRgXiSh_mtBRD68sbjpHXyPFB2AVNLCgsWUOoy31Qjzy_ik5Bs8qnd00b5QC67gnJaovkKHm-kbTT-uFFiXOIoR0FyVy3pW/s320/264971814021.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362266424479762882" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm Gonna Make A Change,<br />For Once In My Life<br />It's Gonna Feel Real Good,<br />Gonna Make A Difference<br />Gonna Make It Right...<br /><br />I'm Starting With The Man In<br />The Mirror<br />I'm Asking Him To Change<br />His Ways<br />And No Message Could Have<br />Been Any Clearer<br />If You Wanna Make The World<br />A Better Place<br />Take A Look At Yourself, And<br />Then Make A Change<br />-Michael Jackson<br />Man In The Mirror.<br /><br /><br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-89973518412203452102009-07-17T09:39:00.000-07:002009-07-17T09:56:22.462-07:00OMG!! I had to blog about it!!<center>SO recently!!<br /><br /><br />the one I love to hate.<br />RIHANNA!!<br /><br /><br /><img src=http://www.mediatakeout.com/1fd5c53f8d38f4d1/1247835753rihannacassshave1.jpg width=320 height=400><br /><br /><br />shaved half her head.<br />kind of like cassie.<br />she must've been inspired<br />by her.<br /><br /><img src=http://www.theconcretejournal.com/2/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/cassie-ventura-shaved-head1.jpg><br /><br />nd I think I might b inspired<br />to do that same effn thing!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I LOVE BOTH OF THEIR HAIRCUTS!<br />but RIHANNA'sz was the icing on the cake.<br />evn tho the fade was a lil tacky!!<br /><br />therefore.<br /><br /><br />its<br /><br /><br />OFFICIAL!!<br /><br /><br /><br />I WANT TO SHAVE HALF OF MY HEAD!<br />-seriously.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps. notice I left lala out of the equation.<br />she just looks a dmn mess w/ her old ass.<br />can we say midlife crisis.<br /><br />no one evn hears about her anymore.<br />now shes hangn out w/ YOUNG! ppl like solange<br />nd getn haircuts like cassie.<br />um. NO! :)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh yeah!! wnna see more of rihannas hair<br />go to the website known for tlkn shit.<br />mediatakeout.com bahahaha.</center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-32988389438825097482009-07-06T11:52:00.000-07:002009-07-06T12:29:53.098-07:00inspired by a loser!<center><br />so a Loser asked me if I had updated my blog.<br /><br />nd I realized!! I hadn't updated the blog in a<br />whole LIL! minute. at first I was like I dnt have<br />anything to blog about. blah blah blah.<br /><br />but thn I thought about it. nd I DO!<br /><br /><img src=http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs114.snc1/4838_1074546305853_1292040826_30165227_5958472_n.jpg width=240 height=320><br /><br /><br />so yesterday night I was bored in frnt of the tv.<br />thinkin about what I should watch!<br />so I was like let me go to on demand nd see.<br />So I was on demand nd nothing caught my eye on the HBO<br />movie thingy part. so thn I clickd on documentarys<br />and came across a documentary titled.<br /><br /><br />WE ARE TOGETHER!<br /><br />well it was about the children of AGAPE!<br />which is an orphanage that takes in kids<br />who lost their parents. mostly to aids.<br />&& get this. MOST OF THEM SING! and they sound<br />amazing. <br />and it REALLY REALLY REALLY touched me.<br />I mean I actually cried. ya'll cried!<br /><br />so I wnt online to we are together.org<br />to see what I could do to help these children<br />to raise more money for the orphange so it<br />can become bigger nd help more kids.<br />statistics show that their are over 1.2 million <br />children who are homeless w/ out parents<br />and aids over there is rising.<br />&& I feel so bad cause these kids are losing their<br />parents! and are left w/ nothing. I dnt know<br />what I would do if my parents died.<br /><br />so you can either buy the dvd of the movie<br />buy their cd, send in donations, or volunteer in africa.<br /><br />nd guess what.<br /><br /><br />I want to go to africa nd volunteer.<br />there are many other volunteer agencies.<br /><br />so thats a plan of mine.<br />to travel to africa. yerp.<br /><br /><br />nd OMG!! this has nothing to do w/ africa<br />I have moved ON! to a another topic.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />since I havent blogged in a min I have so much to<br />tlk about. weird LOL.<br /><br />but so I saw those new kanye west too dmn much money<br />for shoes shoes. nd I like em but guess what they are too<br />dmn much. I am BROKE! I am a normal average american who<br />struggles. I dnt know whats wrong w/ these dmn famous ppl.<br /><br />its like they forgot where they came frm.<br />they've managed to make it and are living the GOOD LIFE.<br />but um. what about us. I mean I am not bankin like thm<br />I can not buy shoes that they wear unless its the CHEAP version.<br />so basically i need to invest in some dmn knock offs.<br />aint that boutta a BIAAAA!.<br /><br /><br /><br />DOES IT LOOK LIKE I WAS BORN W/ A SILVER SPOON IN MY MOUTH!?<br />um NERP!<br /><br />why make clothes nd shoes that ONLY YOU! can afford.<br />what about your fan base that look up too.<br />who want to b like you nd dress like you or whatevr the case may b.<br /><br /><br /><br />&& what makes matters worse.<br />is their some dumbass out there who is seriously going too<br />go out of there way by not paying their bills just to rock those<br />shoes. crazy. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd I swear its a dmn recession!!<br /><br />grr.<br /><br /><br /><br />you know what let me stop complaining about shoes<br />I cnt afford whn their are kids out there who cant<br />afford what I have. I should just b thankful I am <br />able to afford what I do have. evn if it is considered<br />CHEAP! in america. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I can honestly say I am blessed.<br /><br />now moving on.<br /><br /><br />this video was cool hehe.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/vN83DfmH9Tw&rel=0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=fr&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/vN83DfmH9Tw&rel=0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=fr&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh! nd my fav. music video for this week <br />is...<br /><br /><br /><br />DRUMROLL PLZ.<br /><br />nd NO! its not drakes wack ass video.<br />that thing was horrific.<br /><br /><br />its...<br /><br /><br />LILY ALLENS FUCK YOU!!<br /><br /><object width="580" height="360"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/o8VZX4sHn-4&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/o8VZX4sHn-4&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="580" height="360"></embed></object><br /><br />hehe.<br />its marvelous darling.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps. make sure you go to<br />wearetogther.org<br /><br />nd take action.<br /><br />make a difference<br />in someone elses life.<br /><br /><br />PEACE!! LOVE!! nd HAPPINESS!!<br /><br /><img src=http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs114.snc1/4838_1074546345854_1292040826_30165228_217314_n.jpg width=320 height=240></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-54728614252591678262009-06-16T20:52:00.000-07:002009-06-16T21:37:59.249-07:00Adventures ON A ROPE!! hahaSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!<br /><br />Today was FREAK'n amazing. YERP!.<br /><br /><br />Let me tell you about the Adventure on a rope.<br />including ME!! Ja'nine [J9 Douglas], nd Philip [Lithium].<br /><br /><br />Well The Adventure Started around 1 o'clock n the AFTERNOON!<br />On Tuesday! June 16, 2009 LOL.<br /><br />when J9Douglas nd Lithium pickd me up...<br /><br />frm The CASA!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSulX8UB18GjlTHaDTengKirjPbmdNlvRfReUfPqhqGdTYAKu4q75aOYLQeWDfZcCOpcqkRSVSuhcp2c3QLFDWIB74ZvrHyiZ9rWskl9zV1pm_6pMN3tdQafAVjmafGvfSvhD4SkKJRWNe/s1600-h/micasa1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSulX8UB18GjlTHaDTengKirjPbmdNlvRfReUfPqhqGdTYAKu4q75aOYLQeWDfZcCOpcqkRSVSuhcp2c3QLFDWIB74ZvrHyiZ9rWskl9zV1pm_6pMN3tdQafAVjmafGvfSvhD4SkKJRWNe/s320/micasa1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348150865815969954" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgH2dKNNMSnd6cY9noshiKbVKTwhjuvfltwNFntg0-EpU4XOFySkvUQ04WaSgAAqdAZJcmHZ8MY_nV3KfCdSzSynWGEP2rmnhtJbzygu2NKNKoT_uA2e3BbE7KkkcfpXVcf6gvYO6S9fZMO/s1600-h/micasa.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgH2dKNNMSnd6cY9noshiKbVKTwhjuvfltwNFntg0-EpU4XOFySkvUQ04WaSgAAqdAZJcmHZ8MY_nV3KfCdSzSynWGEP2rmnhtJbzygu2NKNKoT_uA2e3BbE7KkkcfpXVcf6gvYO6S9fZMO/s320/micasa.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348150862109876626" /></a><br /><br /><br />thn we Headed to the infamous<br /><br /><br /><img src=http://plainview.files.wordpress.com/2009/02/walmart1.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br />nd stackd up on GREAT! food haha.<br /><br />the list includes<br />-bread<br />-lunch meat<br />-mustard [spicy brown to b exact]<br />-lunchables<br />-chips<br />-juice<br /><br /><br />oh and we got stalked to by a weird lady.<br /><br /><br />thn the ROAD! trip began.<br /><br /><br />on the way there we got LOST! like always :)<br /><br />nd ran across<br />a AMAZING SONIC!!<br /><img src=http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs091.snc1/4938_1068462073751_1292040826_30148927_2921425_n.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br />it wasn't like a drive in!<br /><br />WEIRD!<br /><br />thn<br /><br />WE! got to play w/ a lamborgini -spell check haha<br /><br /><img src=http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs111.snc1/4938_1068461913747_1292040826_30148923_7732177_n.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br />nd get directions frm a weird police lady.<br />we shoulda took a pic w/ her. haha.<br /><br />FINALLY!<br />we reached our destination!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />THE LAKE! :)<br /><br />nd guess what.<br />it was amazing.<br /><br />I swam [I can't swim good]<br />Ja'nine tried to kill me!!<br />we got on a ROPE!<br /><br />[I'm on a ROPE MOTHERFUCKER!!]<br />its a new SONG!!<br /><br />stay tuned.<br /><br />Ja'nine tried to fish.<br />but I swear there was NO! fish <br />in the whole entire LAKE!!<br /><br />Me nd J9Douglas discoverd Lady bugs are GROSS!!<br />Birds attack. <br /><br />Storks: they bring babies!!<br />[thats where babies come frm]<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd I still wanna discover<br />if the street calld DALLAS<br />leads to the city Dallas.<br />[I'm very SERIOUS]<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nd. basically<br /><br />WE HAD A AMAZING TIME!!<br /><br />I love the bestie nd I guess Lithium too haha.<br /><br /><br />I'd write more but I'm tired nd I wnna watch a <br />couple of the true blood shows online.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so w/ that. I'm OUTTIE.<br /><br /><br />ps. you so have to check out me nd janines<br />new dance.<br />to:<br />SEXY JERK!!<br /><br /><img src=http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs101.snc1/4996_112628181564_681561564_2860627_7150138_n.jpg width=240 height=320><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHAQ4Fxhi2e_3gkYfr8PWIYqM19XDEUTvSLZLeZTwm-5yxcaqR5897QMLwGkQ3x07K2SIzobG7105EUNSd1SH8LsqnIItS5MhzB-IAv5l9zZwE4Yx0i0YLK6gB4h68K_5FM3kUhTCNvQgw/s1600-h/066.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHAQ4Fxhi2e_3gkYfr8PWIYqM19XDEUTvSLZLeZTwm-5yxcaqR5897QMLwGkQ3x07K2SIzobG7105EUNSd1SH8LsqnIItS5MhzB-IAv5l9zZwE4Yx0i0YLK6gB4h68K_5FM3kUhTCNvQgw/s320/066.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348148601636175602" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />haha gotta love us.<br /><br />oh!! and check out j9douglas's<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTs2OG-xhK57GIZPHp2iS2WeSkjWyjyxVqWaKjYqCbdvNau4ulXcwivPLAXndfdm5cafOMq_b-0UjVzKOHrPBSKMjRTRNW4VeZSsb5jop1vrS6_PYwF7bcCdG2cKc9aprvkkFaK4ONqyqI/s1600-h/041.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTs2OG-xhK57GIZPHp2iS2WeSkjWyjyxVqWaKjYqCbdvNau4ulXcwivPLAXndfdm5cafOMq_b-0UjVzKOHrPBSKMjRTRNW4VeZSsb5jop1vrS6_PYwF7bcCdG2cKc9aprvkkFaK4ONqyqI/s320/041.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348149300607280546" /></a><br /><br />can you guess what it is! hahaJ.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-39494296705114696162009-06-16T00:17:00.000-07:002009-06-16T01:12:25.225-07:002:17 AM<center><br /><img src=http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/100/l_c9b13092ddc165c2615722aef9841b35.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br /><img src=http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/123/l_ffca08591928617e169fb75176c205fd.jpg width=320 height=240><br />&& <br /><br /><br />I'm watching<br /><br />the vampire show on HBO!<br />True BLOOD!! well I'm late <br />on this show so I'm watchn<br />it online!! Season one<br />nd so far its xtra COOL! haha<br />I LOVE IT! already.<br /><br />I think sukki!?<br /><img src=http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/105/l_c3fc93930c688b5e96d8a6fbd22bc66b.jpg width=320 height=240><br /> -spell check.<br /><br /><br /><br />is weird [cool]/ew LOL<br />he and vampire BILL!! haha moved a lil quick.<br /><br />I'm barley on episode 3 <br />nd there already fightn nd trippn. hehe<br /><br /><br /><br />moving along..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />OMG!! So I was on the bbcicecream.com/blog<br /><br />nd saw this<br /><br /><img src=http://bbcicecream.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/gundam_edited3.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br /><br />I freakn love it.<br /><br />if robots ruled the world.<br />ok wll mayb not ruled but it i could<br />have that would clean my room<br />I'd b a very happy GIRL! :)<br /><br /><br />oh yeah nd check out this video<br />its freakn awesome!!<br /><br /><br /><br />i can dig it!! can you!?<br /><br /><object width="400" height="226"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=4862670&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" /><embed src="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=4862670&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="400" height="226"></embed></object><p><a href="http://vimeo.com/4862670">Sorry I'm Late</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user1815145">Tomas Mankovsky</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p><br /><br /><br />nd i'm OUTTIE!!<br /><br /><br /><img src=http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/79/l_9c87c3d7c07a00e3e4f498a8943a323b.jpg width=320 height=240></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-43098443154773286752009-06-04T10:58:00.000-07:002009-06-04T11:44:14.533-07:00erm. searchn!?<center><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLaqSTp_MJrYwESrsroe58BddwgqCuadfgku-Qjx_VfDvNM3s68oRGA85dtTLfzMCn51xN6ltS9Dc2_0iULQfGwAjOwVvDfeHLN3dTPyrcay66B4gL0jwSV45N0diVewcBUUg1mmpxTU5b/s1600-h/01311.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLaqSTp_MJrYwESrsroe58BddwgqCuadfgku-Qjx_VfDvNM3s68oRGA85dtTLfzMCn51xN6ltS9Dc2_0iULQfGwAjOwVvDfeHLN3dTPyrcay66B4gL0jwSV45N0diVewcBUUg1mmpxTU5b/s400/01311.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343544441777119218" /></a><br /><br /><br />Havent bloggd nd a min..<br /><br /><br />so thats what I'm doin. YERP!<br />while listen'n to Kate Voegele's Album -A FINE MESS!<br /><br />I had an interview today. nd I feel pretty good about it.<br />evn if I dnt get the job, I'll just look at the situation<br />in a positive light. :) I'm growin up! hehe. nd I'm dmn<br />proud of myself. evn tho I did have a little relapse yestrday.<br /><br /><br />so Basically yesterday I woke late nd I was extremely tired. but I was just chilln tho. well thn I tlkd to my bestie. nd during her excitement of telln me about how soon we move into our new apartment. I got a little overwhelmd which I do a lot.<br />See we dnt move in for another 2 months. JULY 29th to b EXACT!! nd yes I'm excitd also. but aftr I hung up the phn I was like OMG! I just felt so stressd like I was trying to do so much in so little time. you kno. nd I freakd out!! see my goal for this summers or should I say GOALS! is one!! get a job [check] get a second job [half check LOL] save money [check] not hang out so much [check] learn the difference<br />between my RIGHT! now friends nd my TRUE! friends! [um half check] still workn on the last one. but I'm doing good so far tho. I mean. I kno for sure for sure that Ja'nine is on the list. of TRUE! friends! everyone else I seem to b droppn but for some reason I dnt really care! I'm happy nd satisfied w/ my ONE! true friend. this does not mean I dnt have other friends but I mean the others are more of associates, like I can go out nd hang w/ them but its just not on that level. for example: I go to a party nd see you there. I'll be cordial nd say hey nd we can laugh nd all that xtra at the party but thats it. dnt think were gonna hang out like that nd be the best of friends. I will not share w/ you what I dnt mind the rest of the world knowing. I will NOT! trust you, etc. bck to my check list LOL. I want to get a car by the end of july [no check] grr. LOL nd thats basically it. I guess the car nd apartment money situation just really overwhelmd me nd I had a moment but I'm fine now! :) because right aftr that I tlkd to GOD nd guess what my phn rang saying I had an interview. YAY! <br /><br />as for TODAY!!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwgdM-f7wcF4g6e6kgLl6Dv0vvBxcUGO43YsfeqeybvhN5TaPp67uVXVSf961QFlXQynHLThExLk0zHhD_cQXYhss6X371jZ8jd87NES8mgysAc-UmPzycL5qFPYaqBFuw3A4JLvmew0GN/s1600-h/0221.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwgdM-f7wcF4g6e6kgLl6Dv0vvBxcUGO43YsfeqeybvhN5TaPp67uVXVSf961QFlXQynHLThExLk0zHhD_cQXYhss6X371jZ8jd87NES8mgysAc-UmPzycL5qFPYaqBFuw3A4JLvmew0GN/s320/0221.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343543406409399954" /></a><br /><br />I woke up early nd I felt so peaceful nd content.<br />I can truly say I think I'm happy LOL.<br />and I'm not worried. I feel as everything will play<br />out nd work out for me. I just need to b patient<br />nd have faith! Just taking it day by day. <br /><br /><br /><br />OH! && the for the ppl who can't wait to see me mess up or fail,<br />I will PROVE! you wrong. I can and I will succeed in everything I do.<br />:)<br /><br /><br /><br />GUESS WHAT!<br /><br />Today is a NEW! day <br />nd I'm so excited about it.<br /><br /><object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/XBtU8POWZgA&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/XBtU8POWZgA&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />CHANGE! is a GOOD! thing...<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfyvIIlcpCqK08gBOQkp9Vnbh-hZUlpkKdbnYYY4nBEX90aLAHUnWXs57_do9sUgG9bxbKTLbMFVgZ_PlxZRZBhZ7-b6ptPly3cADiO6EcsY5k_RxTnmaYhTEopzYC55mNIlfv10vwg-pU/s1600-h/0211.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfyvIIlcpCqK08gBOQkp9Vnbh-hZUlpkKdbnYYY4nBEX90aLAHUnWXs57_do9sUgG9bxbKTLbMFVgZ_PlxZRZBhZ7-b6ptPly3cADiO6EcsY5k_RxTnmaYhTEopzYC55mNIlfv10vwg-pU/s320/0211.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343543402400156482" /></a><br /><br />No longr searchn for the unknown.<br />CONTENT! <br />:)<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-42159728316802987322009-05-22T17:53:00.000-07:002009-05-25T01:21:30.215-07:00Evil Super-Villian takeover!?...<center>I start this off with a poem titled...<br /><br /><b>ROAD LESS TRAVELED by Robert Frost:</b><br /><br />Two roads diverged in a yellow wood<br />And sorry I could not travel both<br />And be one traveler, long I stood<br />And looked down one as far as I could<br />To where it bent in the undergrowth<br /><br />Then took the other as just as fair<br />And having perhaps the better claim<br />Because it was grassy and wanted wear<br />Though as for that, the passing there<br />Had worn them really about the same<br /><br />And both that morning equally lay<br />In leaves no step had trodden black<br />Oh, I kept the first for another day!<br />Yet, knowing how way leads onto way<br />I doubted if I should ever come back<br /><br />I shall be telling this with a sigh<br />Somewhere ages and ages hence<br />Two roads diverged in a wood<br />And I took the one less traveled by<br />And that has made all the difference<br /><br />-Robert Frost<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGghhcpP1z5PhXN1rNpVNhtaWB-A4HkPrCx3NX4Vrm4RgH6jNKIW70UeY6fhY2goNryyTzBQo8MP83jFm25_TDdmmWpPkzf76v1MosddGUzMb7rSbYl5VgrJkpmcRsecBGPUg2dNeocuwA/s1600-h/l_a7c2e57750e3482c9a7d89ef49a8ad6f.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339658514002582306" style="WIDTH: 215px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGghhcpP1z5PhXN1rNpVNhtaWB-A4HkPrCx3NX4Vrm4RgH6jNKIW70UeY6fhY2goNryyTzBQo8MP83jFm25_TDdmmWpPkzf76v1MosddGUzMb7rSbYl5VgrJkpmcRsecBGPUg2dNeocuwA/s320/l_a7c2e57750e3482c9a7d89ef49a8ad6f.png" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3Ou0aYAHkJWcqOa52xcjE1k7py3I_Wt0-hrl3MZngAF84Pz8vb4X96vrkdK_N0zi3ZZs7QMTm4XjuRl_eUc__PTsFX9GnFKJePYIvNprlrZ1OeRCfK6UAyWza5j8q4Kh44ehLPlHcganP/s1600-h/l_145ab05db7344c999fa206836fa0ee58.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339658509897195682" style="WIDTH: 215px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3Ou0aYAHkJWcqOa52xcjE1k7py3I_Wt0-hrl3MZngAF84Pz8vb4X96vrkdK_N0zi3ZZs7QMTm4XjuRl_eUc__PTsFX9GnFKJePYIvNprlrZ1OeRCfK6UAyWza5j8q4Kh44ehLPlHcganP/s320/l_145ab05db7344c999fa206836fa0ee58.png" border="0" /></a><br />as I introduce to you<br /><b>TWO!</b> great men<br /><br />who are traveling down the<br />road less traveled.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><b>Prince Vince and KING Blue.</b></span><br />Make up the infamous...<br /><br />[drumroll please]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">SORE LOSERS!?</span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjG9pB3IVmCo9AEOCkb67L4Acfl8biPpJtzVMau5fPXzD7A9UOh-qbkbTwq2xubPf0xVH2y2qRd0NpX1cRCphik6Huya0TXmAp8qtcKhT3JBTuUMpilkYV2gV7L-nU6ex6l6JMYePU2Ss1E/s1600-h/l_e9ab00009597488ea8a21fa4184f72d6.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339661126600689106" style="WIDTH: 134px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjG9pB3IVmCo9AEOCkb67L4Acfl8biPpJtzVMau5fPXzD7A9UOh-qbkbTwq2xubPf0xVH2y2qRd0NpX1cRCphik6Huya0TXmAp8qtcKhT3JBTuUMpilkYV2gV7L-nU6ex6l6JMYePU2Ss1E/s200/l_e9ab00009597488ea8a21fa4184f72d6.png" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy4eOxFXGW6rzLvjQVI6Dm6AGlgXGivD57p0JN2Znqygrr2lTavO4MGf6OR7nSRkrYYRfaCHXhB2HfN_lJjnK5JSrV6c_MC6gHWjyzkonpXgSOjSwPCKF02NH-m0POevdSQMlC_Ocp0_7V/s1600-h/l_1299f96d263249f38726c8991f35344d.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339661118292440978" style="WIDTH: 134px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy4eOxFXGW6rzLvjQVI6Dm6AGlgXGivD57p0JN2Znqygrr2lTavO4MGf6OR7nSRkrYYRfaCHXhB2HfN_lJjnK5JSrV6c_MC6gHWjyzkonpXgSOjSwPCKF02NH-m0POevdSQMlC_Ocp0_7V/s200/l_1299f96d263249f38726c8991f35344d.png" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWDReLXbj7-ahkqnFsq_s0hQe0oBmT7FD2FfJNWnYdnU8j_jaqGCKKN_p3fvyk653JUxyuuH8WexREtvx1ronjNbQWAL9X30WS4CGe3RnIGM7RwC9B4n3gVeXqRi2GoReG1FzF1UTsEUqV/s1600-h/l_01759627497c4ff1a68bbd7cef23bb25.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339661110794904546" style="WIDTH: 134px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWDReLXbj7-ahkqnFsq_s0hQe0oBmT7FD2FfJNWnYdnU8j_jaqGCKKN_p3fvyk653JUxyuuH8WexREtvx1ronjNbQWAL9X30WS4CGe3RnIGM7RwC9B4n3gVeXqRi2GoReG1FzF1UTsEUqV/s200/l_01759627497c4ff1a68bbd7cef23bb25.png" border="0" /></a><br /><br />-yes sir...<br /><br /><br /><br />one word to describe the sore losers: <s>WEIRD!</s> wait scratch that... <b><u>Superb!!</u></b><br /><br />yerp. they've managed to GRASP! the eff outta my attention.<br />nd guess what.<br /><br />I LOVE IT! hehe.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The <b><span style="font-size:100%;">SORE LOSERS!</b></span> are freakn <u>awesome.</u><br /><br />nd why!? you ask are they amazing!?<br />hmm. lets see...<br /><br />for one!!<br /><br />Their <b><u>MUSIC!!</u></b> sets them apart from<br />music in todays society. its <b>plain jane different!</b><br /><br /><br /><br />While!! music is drifting down the road most traveled.<br />with all this dance normal stuff.<br />Sore losers are traveling down the road less traveled.<br />&& this here weird decision has made all the difference.<br /><br /><br />[yells]<span style="font-size:180%;"><b>WAIT!!</b></span><br />I bet ya'll are wondering.<br />who are the sore losers.<br />I've told you how I LOVE their music,<br />but what else...<br /><br /><br />wll.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">The Sore Losers </span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfiSAa-7jKX4WI8FWzOWbFGGcOTaZhemwZ6O47jgOUb0VT4ggk91Ze7Cbjbvi6OlXg7BoBnhFODkWKfzD_fTCzB1VhiNmGEGsyB6HQmKJZ-fPjrdBURe3PGru1ra6dgnJaK-uKN1Ptw9fG/s1600-h/sore-losers_2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339627270594921058" style="WIDTH: 224px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfiSAa-7jKX4WI8FWzOWbFGGcOTaZhemwZ6O47jgOUb0VT4ggk91Ze7Cbjbvi6OlXg7BoBnhFODkWKfzD_fTCzB1VhiNmGEGsyB6HQmKJZ-fPjrdBURe3PGru1ra6dgnJaK-uKN1Ptw9fG/s320/sore-losers_2.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />...<b>Are A Brainiac Supreme Team Of Evil Super Villians!</b> Who Have A Evil Scheme To <s>Shut Down All This Dance Crap</s>... Starting With Their First Single <b>"Dope"</b>, Their Video Game Themed Mixtape, <b><u><span style="font-size:100%;">"Chill, Bullet Bill"</span></u></b>, And Killing <b>EVERYONE</b> With <u>Brown Vs Blue</u>!!! Its A Wrap... <b>The Sore Losers Are The Mad Scientist That Experiment With Your Hip Hop...</b><br /><br /><br /><br />Random Fact About King Blue - He HATES Whales<br />Random Fact About Prince Vince - He Puts Syrup On His Eggs<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><b>Wait dweebsz theres MORE!!</b></span><br />I've told you who they are.<br />now lets see what they have<br />to say...<br /><br />I mean I did ask them numerous questions.<br />[this is a interview..DUH! hehe]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><b>Q && A.</b></span><br /><br /><b>1.What sets your music apart from music in todays society!? </b><br /><br /><i>-Our Brains Set Us Apart... Our Will To Not Be Followers... The Fact That We Make Music For Us, NOT The Industry... This Ish Is A Hobby-Turned-Dream Job</i><br /><br /><b>2.What inspires your music!?</b><br /><br /><i>-Video Games, Comic Books... Occasional Cartoons/Anime... Each Other... We Don't Even Listen To Other Peoples Stuff!</i><br /><br /><b>3.What are your short term and long term goals!?</b><br /><br /><i>-Short Term? Take Over Dallas... Take It From Being The Mega Dance City That It Is To A City Of Creative Concepts And Lyrical Content... We've Been Laughed @ For A While... The City Has Been A Joke To True Hip Hop Heads... We Wanna Give It Credibilty.</i><br /><br /><i>-Long Term? Continue To Push The Envelope... Test The Waters Of Every Genre... We Want To Continue To Build Our Brain Gang Misfits Brand/Imprint/Label, We Want To Find Other Artist In Our City That Are Like Us And Continue To Build Dallas As A Dominate Force In The Industry.</i><br /><br /><b>4.How do you plan on achieving them!?</b><br /><br /><i>-Theres No Doubt That This Year Is Our Year... Our First Single "Dope" will hit airwaves this summer... No Doubt About It! & With That, The Floodgates Will Be Open!!! lol Its Gonna Spread Like A Plague</i><br /><br /><b>5.What influences your music!? </b><br /><br /><i>-Seeing Other People With The Same Passion Is A Big Influence... Theres Nothin Like Competition... </i><br /><br /><b>6.What artist have inspired you!?</b><br /><br /><i>-Innovators In The Game Like The N.E.R.D.'s, Cool Kids, Gnarls Barkley... Umm, Ratatat, The Killers, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Santogold... They All Have No Limits!!! We Want To Be In Those Shoes...</i><br /><br /><b>7.Why do you choose this line of work!?</b><br /><br /><i>-Work??? What Work... This Is Just A Past-Time For Us....</i><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">WAIT! </span>[again]<br />I'm still NOT! dne. geez.<br /><br />I've managed to tell you<br />who they are, I've let you<br />get a feel of them personally<br />by the interview I conducted.<br /><br /><b>NOW!</b><br /><br />its time to <u>JAM!!</u><br />to their music.<br /><br /><br />This here is the <b><span style="font-size:100%;">"GIRLS"</span></b> music video.<br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Svdunieaqxk&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Svdunieaqxk&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />so as you can see.<br />the SORE LOSERS!<br />rock hardcore.<br /><br />&&<br />that videos just a preview<br />listen to more of their music<br />on their music myspace page.<br />link provided below:<br />www.myspace.com/sorelosing<br /><br /><font size=3>Sore Losers consist of:</font><br /><br /><b>2 [TWO] individual brains combined<br />to take ovr the world.<br />one step at a time...</b><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg24MXiNkTPB2ppWgYkjBSraQ6FjP5Gf2-aOFT7FrAnmIEF2ea5uVrkXY38UwWiDwnly_CiNob4XBEoXEFlF8AggLlgHCHIt8tNIGcEamRnbFgL2EIigsbVmaG6Z_CFKAYxUV8u4-bqNJ2f/s1600-h/l_b9f76fcbc3784bf5a3451f72d39beffc.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339659273632123378" style="WIDTH: 215px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg24MXiNkTPB2ppWgYkjBSraQ6FjP5Gf2-aOFT7FrAnmIEF2ea5uVrkXY38UwWiDwnly_CiNob4XBEoXEFlF8AggLlgHCHIt8tNIGcEamRnbFgL2EIigsbVmaG6Z_CFKAYxUV8u4-bqNJ2f/s320/l_b9f76fcbc3784bf5a3451f72d39beffc.png" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTpOAiaqMuWETAWwSigmz_ivwoFSZHgeXzDFDVYfsiWeEryGivSxvq4q8rot0DKi7LQ3jhqWO8i3wm34aGbrlxkDIZw5_1NuYt5rlG1Ox2eM72qWCaP8CIHm9mYMuwl3VjersWzXcTxUvz/s1600-h/l_9ad4cc62f2684b50b986da8af6164862.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339659265696071666" style="WIDTH: 215px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTpOAiaqMuWETAWwSigmz_ivwoFSZHgeXzDFDVYfsiWeEryGivSxvq4q8rot0DKi7LQ3jhqWO8i3wm34aGbrlxkDIZw5_1NuYt5rlG1Ox2eM72qWCaP8CIHm9mYMuwl3VjersWzXcTxUvz/s320/l_9ad4cc62f2684b50b986da8af6164862.png" border="0" /></a><br /><br />they basically<br />rock socks! DUH!!<br /><br /><br />I believe n em...do you!?<br /><br />if your answer is <b>yes.</b><br />Contact them<br />&&<br />show your support.<br />or<br />just leave comments on this here bloggr.<br /><br />www.myspace.com/sorelosing<br />www.twitter.com/sorelosers<br /><br />&& now I leave you w/<br />some words of wisdom.<br /><br />[drops mic && wlks offstage w/ one fingr<br />in the air cause you dnt deserve 2]<br /><br /><b>It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by dust and<br />sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who know the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement;<br />and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.<br /></b><br />-Theodore Roosevelt.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9pQVpyqc4qYsALoWnF-IVnyboIiN8x4Wmy20aNRhvzPWKmSdy-QaMWZDTTRJm_dNF6smFRV8_TLoBtdF2AYT7i8W9mQ4RpnN5Zoynci7IdJ6qAdn0YDXdpWXjyjDCL24q883xKMmqLHXK/s1600-h/l_d025b6f8cce84542835dab4bde22fb0e.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339662176102548882" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 215px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9pQVpyqc4qYsALoWnF-IVnyboIiN8x4Wmy20aNRhvzPWKmSdy-QaMWZDTTRJm_dNF6smFRV8_TLoBtdF2AYT7i8W9mQ4RpnN5Zoynci7IdJ6qAdn0YDXdpWXjyjDCL24q883xKMmqLHXK/s320/l_d025b6f8cce84542835dab4bde22fb0e.png" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLiicAximLss0beFHZS7E1a8c1anqCrVFOR97adCWj9zC2xWKXmVkXsC-4q1XS3HbmZrydmCCbKd3qHsB84MIyXO12JN1XjAFfrw2pI45_z9wbDp8aN7okQPaJZknNh-p-i_iCPBHRwPEG/s1600-h/l_e15d095c563b4c3ba5dafa4882842325.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339661876572953250" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 215px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLiicAximLss0beFHZS7E1a8c1anqCrVFOR97adCWj9zC2xWKXmVkXsC-4q1XS3HbmZrydmCCbKd3qHsB84MIyXO12JN1XjAFfrw2pI45_z9wbDp8aN7okQPaJZknNh-p-i_iCPBHRwPEG/s320/l_e15d095c563b4c3ba5dafa4882842325.png" border="0" /></a><br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-29831320645613341342009-05-15T10:29:00.000-07:002009-05-15T10:56:10.551-07:00I've managed to find...<center><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkzaDjt8LPtm-0fgDIhYyJZATSQda7HA8Ke0a5CnknIGBLC83F7LBVvEqcdgaVli0wO8q-ypiada9C8wg6uNi-YgLdwjjSbHVBVSM296cCA7YxIbs1XW2upAgcKW-RM0_6sPqkTZeb4bbH/s1600-h/smile1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkzaDjt8LPtm-0fgDIhYyJZATSQda7HA8Ke0a5CnknIGBLC83F7LBVvEqcdgaVli0wO8q-ypiada9C8wg6uNi-YgLdwjjSbHVBVSM296cCA7YxIbs1XW2upAgcKW-RM0_6sPqkTZeb4bbH/s320/smile1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336110927076487282" /></a><br /><br />PEACE!<br /><br /><br />I've never been so content<br />in life. I'm not gonna lie.<br /><br />I do have my moments, but they<br />only last for so long.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />BEFORE!<br /><br />I would get mad nd have the worst day ever.<br />I let ppl dictate how I felt.<br />but I've come to realize I am in control.<br /><br />&&<br /><br />I mean I know what I want for myself, etc.<br />I have GOALS! that I AM! going to accomplish.<br />I've set out for them and NO! one can stop me.<br /><br />I'm going down the right road<br />&&<br /><br />I'm content with who I am and where I am in life.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />&& <br /><br />at the end of the day <br />it'll only get better.<br /><br />I'm no longer stressing myself out<br />about nothing.<br />because at the end of the day.<br /><br />I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..<br /><br /><embed src="http://c.brightcove.com/services/viewer/federated_f8/416542555" bgcolor="#FFFFFF" flashVars="videoId=5134791&playerId=416542555&viewerSecureGatewayURL=https://console.brightcove.com/services/amfgateway&servicesURL=http://services.brightcove.com/services&cdnURL=http://admin.brightcove.com&domain=embed&autoStart=false&" base="http://admin.brightcove.com" name="flashObj" width="510" height="550" seamlesstabbing="false" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" swLiveConnect="true" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/shockwave/download/index.cgi?P1_Prod_Version=ShockwaveFlash"></embed></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-17305040754503539392009-05-06T08:20:00.000-07:002009-05-06T08:41:06.581-07:00depressed.<center><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgYhr3PW4OnK4cN-EPyfqhV2zqx-2-_07-m4NwN2QdHPHy1owKhiybrziEr_JjlxhGR0Ae-U5sZ4xWj4e7EZbGJVbuigasfXGVa7g201wQasC4InzKWMZjujH7L04X2t1gJDOc4P9d-RlV/s1600-h/bw.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgYhr3PW4OnK4cN-EPyfqhV2zqx-2-_07-m4NwN2QdHPHy1owKhiybrziEr_JjlxhGR0Ae-U5sZ4xWj4e7EZbGJVbuigasfXGVa7g201wQasC4InzKWMZjujH7L04X2t1gJDOc4P9d-RlV/s320/bw.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332735528608406258" /></a><br />OVER NOTHING! LOL.<br /><br /><br /><br />I look a mess ya'll.<br /><br /><br />GRR.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisp4Ajt-0NxHTzk98wB_-b-K42hd_o45x6ku_eMtJZtdSn09uH_YEeREfPZvZAwW0Jnxe9UuYdefHj28-m4tq7ssMCAOp1xZnZ04gww557omPTW0JRKlDS202ul_VsggZMw9CLx6mMJLZn/s1600-h/oil.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisp4Ajt-0NxHTzk98wB_-b-K42hd_o45x6ku_eMtJZtdSn09uH_YEeREfPZvZAwW0Jnxe9UuYdefHj28-m4tq7ssMCAOp1xZnZ04gww557omPTW0JRKlDS202ul_VsggZMw9CLx6mMJLZn/s320/oil.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332735532035503154" /></a><br /><br />I need tips. my face has been<br />looking so oily lately. I don't understand.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'VE BEEN GETTN PIMPLES!<br />PIMPLES!<br /><br />let me repeat.<br /><br />PIMPLES!<br /><br />like wtf.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I DON'T GET PIMPLES.....EVER!<br />literally.<br /><br />I've had 2 painful pimples [the ones that hurt]<br />my whole life one on my back and one on my eyebrow.<br /><br />mayb I need to move bck home or something.<br />cause mayb I'm just not eating healthy or something.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this blows.<br /><br />what really blows is the fact that i've been eating wrong<br />but still havent managed to gain my freshmen 15. tf!?<br /><br />just skinny LOL.<br /><br /><br />but my face wnts to break out.<br />aint this bout a BBBBBBBBBBBBIOTCH!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />anywho.<br /><br />solutions!?<br /><br /><br />ps. I dnt wear makeup that often.<br />only whn I'm feelin ugly.<br />nd dnt tell me shit about me being pretty.<br />I kno this! everyone has their off day<br />were they dnt feel so pretty!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />THANKS!<br />jazzie<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-67005556267820615702009-05-04T12:20:00.000-07:002009-05-04T12:42:48.078-07:00HAIR!!<center>Taking time out of my busy day! LOL.<br /><br /><br />to gets ya'lls opinion.<br /><br /><br />cause I'm confused...like WHAT!?<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4M_eoGTj8Z3cDwtnSTKgMbMx58GXOfk95326Q1Ba-g4ZO2ZgGqU4kunqEFaCs68IVZq2WMlBax6zXGlu4wf3YNgX5lcShl5cyhHmWXn39DkcoJDRHEOTMNo0AyoGszcLpib_PiWTpIVpJ/s1600-h/009+(5).jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4M_eoGTj8Z3cDwtnSTKgMbMx58GXOfk95326Q1Ba-g4ZO2ZgGqU4kunqEFaCs68IVZq2WMlBax6zXGlu4wf3YNgX5lcShl5cyhHmWXn39DkcoJDRHEOTMNo0AyoGszcLpib_PiWTpIVpJ/s320/009+(5).jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332056314475283730" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />SO....<br /><br />its TIME! for a CHANGE!<br /><br />I'm not sure if I'm gonna follow thru<br />cause I am scary LOL. but I want too.<br /><br /><br />all my life I've had LONG! hair. if I cut it.<br />it was still considered LONG!. blah blah blah.<br /><br />wll dmnit!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I wnt a change.<br /><br />can't decide if I wnna keep it LONG! and just get a diff<br />type hairstyle/cut thingy.<br /><br />OR!<br /><br /><br />go short. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />decisions decisions.<br /><br />anyway.<br /><br /><br /><br />HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!.<br /><br />here are my choices!!<br /><br />short!<br /><img src=http://i40.tinypic.com/t6pbw9.jpg><br /><img src=https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3kl8N8eAaVysbAPxzf4yUKJTsPAQX7jnClwbsH4GMX_35yn2E6SF-l3XDDTrbduU7sbHyC31SA4XQciGaQqjTy7RBYemld7vvtsJ0LhxNQ-aVJ-lGV6hKmEACA_P9NhwNPnxSQU0JIBZC/s400/2f4c-rihanna.jpg><br /><img src=http://i39.tinypic.com/wluqo3.jpg><br /><br />long!<br /><img src=http://i39.tinypic.com/4kthg0.jpg><br /><img src=http://i39.tinypic.com/21ay3qb.jpg><br /><img src=http://i44.tinypic.com/2yuehzl.png><br /><img src=http://i39.tinypic.com/5wzb5l.jpg><br /><br /><br />and!!<br />when I cut it! or whatever.<br />I will NOT! be coloring it all weird.<br />it will be ONE! color. BLACK.<br /><br />or I'll just pull a cassie LOL.<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-77473610798799562142009-05-03T12:33:00.000-07:002009-05-03T12:58:36.273-07:00um...<center><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii0Fu61_8t_aDSTwzQqhhaTQkFDo8gIBbaD73krDH_e_BJDrBkvMNN5-z-YJIf1G21NNH8_XtFg8OFavTuz42UV0rsfAil6pD2MpWwpPD3IP1Bk27bRLbQdynqZrX7YIn_wbMkUYSuedhk/s1600-h/complicated1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii0Fu61_8t_aDSTwzQqhhaTQkFDo8gIBbaD73krDH_e_BJDrBkvMNN5-z-YJIf1G21NNH8_XtFg8OFavTuz42UV0rsfAil6pD2MpWwpPD3IP1Bk27bRLbQdynqZrX7YIn_wbMkUYSuedhk/s320/complicated1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331687458486378370" /></a><br /><br />in the mist of all this complication.<br />I still manage to find serenity.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjHTygfNVjvunKyTzHLTRsmpXCR3J4t9u2-J-0Zx7RUlURJmHEYrj18Lvcg-cKPPi6Py7TIJEaw4UOCZBiplU8UdmzYfR9rxxjQ0fxAVGXLqAZZQQLl7c8MnrcSmMhHHJBTJNpe6ozjRv2/s1600-h/serenity1.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjHTygfNVjvunKyTzHLTRsmpXCR3J4t9u2-J-0Zx7RUlURJmHEYrj18Lvcg-cKPPi6Py7TIJEaw4UOCZBiplU8UdmzYfR9rxxjQ0fxAVGXLqAZZQQLl7c8MnrcSmMhHHJBTJNpe6ozjRv2/s320/serenity1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331688501558373330" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdSsH1LjbHAq5KAjkoeNDnc1mfxplUHKJdg2Nna5bZgga5h8dxcITB_4kDYerbqlpfpULGWwA1RWJHRocmAwGsslYbVZ0KNj5yT3fcJ-5Scx_wIK-C5E_B79wEa-Zn2OhSU4fWdZ_o4JkL/s1600-h/serenity.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdSsH1LjbHAq5KAjkoeNDnc1mfxplUHKJdg2Nna5bZgga5h8dxcITB_4kDYerbqlpfpULGWwA1RWJHRocmAwGsslYbVZ0KNj5yT3fcJ-5Scx_wIK-C5E_B79wEa-Zn2OhSU4fWdZ_o4JkL/s320/serenity.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331688306570250258" /></a><br />I have no idea!!<br />what I want to blog about.<br />-literally.<br /><br />but.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I wnna blog hehe.<br /><br />so hmm.<br /><br />not this week<br />but next week! <br />I have finals. GRR!<br /><br />kind of ready for school<br />to b out!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is going to b a busy week.<br />matter of fact!<br />let me make a schedule.<br />hopefully I'll stay on top of it.<br />keyword: HOPEFULLY!!<br /><br /><br />Monday:<br />Anatomy Lecture: 8 in the morning.<br />English: 9:30 in the morning.<br />Psychology expiermental credit: 11-11:30.<br />LUNCH!!<br />Naptime mayb?<br />Library: 2 in the afternoon.<br />-love the library!!<br />while in the library.<br />Study for anatomy 1 hour.<br />Psychology quizzes. try to do 4.<br />History chapters. grr. try to do 3. LOL.<br />Thn DINNER!<br />thn hmm!! FREE mayb!? or mayb more study time.<br /><br />I HATE SCHOOL! : D<br /><br />Tuesday:<br />Eat breakfast LOL.<br />[try to get up early.]<br />Psychology: 11<br />LUNCH!<br />History: 1<br />Psychology expiermental credit: 2:30-3<br />Forum w/ Ja'nine mayb. <br />-need to tlk to the ppl about our lease.<br />thn STUDY TIME!! grr.<br /><br />I wnna DROP OUT!<br /><br />oh I'm changing my major.<br />Nursing SUCKS!<br />Graphic design here I come.<br />= ]<br /><br />Man! I have so much I want to accomplish this summer.<br />I swear I'm never going to sleep.<br />but then again who cares. it'll all b worth it in the end.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />MAN! I can't wait to prove everyone wrong!!<br />Thanks for believing in me. hehe.<br />your my motivation.<br />&&<br />I'm not letting anything or anyone STOP! me.<br /><br />time to do some planning.<br /><br />RESEARCH TIME!<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqO8zbmaYiV5lidsQ1VXqjVsz6l87YZGpqXFpZLuMzuainSxq7cN9TErtL3jofecGzzw_tRQmRuKrMOhONSAZVJZvChWd2EFZZU5E1cCbuStjtbuMSymQerlbhh1utLjGMurk6aLgNeLA9/s1600-h/0211.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqO8zbmaYiV5lidsQ1VXqjVsz6l87YZGpqXFpZLuMzuainSxq7cN9TErtL3jofecGzzw_tRQmRuKrMOhONSAZVJZvChWd2EFZZU5E1cCbuStjtbuMSymQerlbhh1utLjGMurk6aLgNeLA9/s320/0211.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331689344052879826" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />adios. bbl.<br /></Center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-65205470487964363032009-04-27T20:24:00.000-07:002009-05-25T00:38:24.088-07:00Be your GIRL!!<center><br /><img src=http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/55/l_d522236cb2bca4b27a4504cb52d4fbf4.jpg height=240 width=320><br />So I haven't heard this song in forever.<br /><br /><br /><font size=3><b>BE YOUR GIRL!</b></font><br />by: Teedra Moses.<br /><br />I almost forgot how amazing it was.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Everytime I hear it!<br />It makes me smile :)<br /><br />hehe.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wnna hear the full song <br />go here: http://www.imeem.com/futureking/music/4j9dkh8X/teedra-moses-be-your-girl-acoustic/<br /><br />since this bullshit ass blog wont play<br />the full dmn song!<br />my nerves are getn bad. time for me to go to bed.<br />nd to think i was gon stop cussin LOL!.<br /><br /><br /><br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-88843118449135554302009-04-24T21:21:00.000-07:002009-04-24T21:58:32.766-07:00currently feelings!? i guess.<center><br /><img src=http://i43.tinypic.com/2lo2p91.jpg><br />yeah so IDK! how I'm feeling right now.<br />I have so many different thoughts and emotions<br />running through my mind right now its crazy.<br /><br />GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.<br /><br /><br />I hate this feeling!<br /><br />emotional is so not me.<br /><br />I wanna scream, cry, IDK! blah.<br />This emotional shit is so not for me.<br /><br /><br /><br />but sometimes whn you supress how your feeling for so long<br />it can take over so since I'm bloggn now<br />I guess this is a way to relieve my stress.<br />To finally be able to breathe and just let it all go.<br /><br />I kno most ppl think I'm heartless,<br />truth is I have feelings I just choose to not share them.<br />I wnna b seen as strong, not WEAK!.<br /><br /><br />anywaysz.. <br /><br />so. I've been tlkn to someone for 3 years now!<br />3 whole effn years and I'm just not sure anymore.<br />The person is in college now and so am I and we dnt<br />live that close to each other anymore and just<br />w/ schedules and stuff I dnt get to tlk to that person<br />a lot. I mean before we talked everyday even if it was<br />just for 5 mins. Just hearing their voice for 2 secs<br />was enough. NOW! I never hear from that person.<br />I feel like were going dwn different paths and I'm not<br />sure I'm ready for this. This person is suppose to be <br />in my future or so I thought. I still care for them<br />and I know they still care for me, but I'm just NOT<br />sure anymore. Mayb were just going thru some things.<br />every relationship has its problems its storm and hopefully<br />its just raining a little. I pray the sun comes out!<br />Mayb this summer whn were both back home everything will<br />work its self out. I love the person. Even though I'm just<br />now confessing it. I kno they might transfer to UNT! I hope so.<br />I think I might actually b ready to make it official. WEIRD! LOL<br /><br />&&<br /><br />my other problem.<br /><br />well I'm growin up ya'll nd this shit is scary. LOL.<br />but for real though. Its time for me to start gettn back<br />on track, its time for me to take control of my life and make<br />things happen. I just don't feel like ppl are takin me serious.<br />&& ppl who I'd expect to be in my corner supportn me are <br />doubtin me!! I kno negativity is suppose to motivate you<br />and it does but aftr it being continuous it sometimes brings me dwn.<br />hm. IDK! I dont care I can't let it get to me. Opinions are meant <br />to be heard, but you have the choice to actual listen.<br />&& my ears are on mute. I have goals and I am going to achieve each<br />&& everyone. I know ppl may think I'm takin it lightly.<br />but guess what I'm not. I kno its not gonna b a walk in the park<br />but I'm willing to do whatevr I have to. because at the end <br />of the day I will be successful! I will make it.<br />My mother taught me everything I know and I aspire to be a <br />STRONG BLACK WOMAN! like herself. I can do all things through Christ<br />who strengthens me. [I think thats how it goes LOL]<br /><br />My faith keeps me standing.<br />&&<br />trust I have a strong faith in God.<br /><br />ps. I just realized I haven't made a video<br />in a LONG! time LOL. so video coming soon.<br />IF I REMEMBER! hehe.<br /><br />check out my youtube.<br />youtube.com/nerdjazzie<br /><br /><br />pure entertainment!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm sleepy.<br />so goodnight.<br />&&<br />KERI HILSONS CD! <br />is amazing hehe.<br /><br /><img src=http://i41.tinypic.com/2ir9gyx.jpg><br /><br />&&<br />YES! I designed the pic.<br />I'm awesome.<br />Get like me!<br /><br /><br />OHHHHHHHH!<br />yeah. <br />I'm a lil broke right now.<br />so until I startn workn<br />FULL! time this summer.<br /><br />erm.<br />help me out LOL.<br />all donations are welcome hehe.<br /><br />naw but for real.<br /><br />I make TUTU'sz wnt one hit me up.<br /><br />this is what they look like.<br /><br /><img src=http://i42.tinypic.com/34pm96p.jpg><br /><br />it does not include the corset just the tutu.<br />provide your own top.<br />[prices vary so just hit me up w/ comment.<br />myspace. www.myspace.com/jnerdluvszhk<br />facebook: Jazzie Jnerd Vassar<br />or twitter me: www.twitter.com/jnerd<br />or if your not into all those websites<br />email me nerdjazzie77@yahoo.com or Jasminevassar@yahoo.com]<br />&&<br /><br />stay tuned.<br />more stuff coming soon.<br />I will b makin picture frames.<br />shoes, etc. <br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-70289607765692056342009-04-22T14:11:00.000-07:002009-05-04T12:51:43.888-07:00BLAH! Library BORED.<center>IN THE LIBRARY!<br /><img src=http://i44.tinypic.com/2hfkkqr.jpg><br /><br />Suppose to be studyn.<br />but I feel like I've dne enough<br />studyn for now. <br />I might study more a lil later.<br />So I'm blogging! YERP.<br /><br />hmm.<br /><br />There needs to be Library RULES!<br />1. Be considerate! um hello ppl are tryna study DUH!<br />or read a book, write a paper there doing something.<br />2. NO COUGHING! this girl is across frm me<br />she has been coughin for dmn near 2 hours -literally.<br />Shit get a cough drop. or GO BACK TO YOUR DORM OR HOME! nd study.<br />3. NO CELL PHONES! unless your textn. who <br />holds a whole conversation on the phone arent you suppose<br />to be doing something productive!?<br />4. NO MUSIC! I do not wnna hear the bullshit yu listen to <br />unless I like the song of course. hehe.<br /><br />Which brings me to Common, Drake, && Lauryn Hill.<br />I've been killn em all day!! I can't get enough.<br /><br />favorite common song of the moment: Make my day && I used to love her.<br /><br /><br />OMG!!<br />so I am totally in love w/ Cassie's new hair for some odd reason.<br />at first I was like wtf!? then I looked at it again nd was like.<br />I LOVE IT!<br /><br /><img src=http://i39.tinypic.com/auzk9w.jpg width=320 height=240><img src=http://i42.tinypic.com/k85zn.jpg width=320 height=240><img src=http://i42.tinypic.com/2bdvyp.jpg width=320 height=240><br /><br /><br />OH! and I found my tattoo.<br /><br />I WANT....<br />[drumroll plz]<br />-drumroll.<br /><br /><img src=http://i43.tinypic.com/29ln1wh.jpg><br /><br />on my rib cage w/ that writing but a lil different!!<br />I'm n love w/ it hehe.<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483397689224315446.post-5666521941349218212009-04-21T21:20:00.000-07:002009-04-21T21:35:04.589-07:00NEW! to this whole thing.<Center>So. I've decided to bcome a blogger.<br />about what!? IDK! whatevr I feel like.<br />I'm pretty much random so whatever<br />is inspiring me at the moment or has<br />my attention or randomly pops into my<br />head or I think is cool<br />will appear on this here blog.<br /><br />Right now I'm reading Rev Run's<br />Words of Wisdom<br />&&<br />so far so good.<br />So I'm sharing a quote w/ everyone.<br />I'm only on page 4 LOL! so I'm sharing w/<br />you what I like so far.<br /><br />-"Whenever I feel like I am lacking something,<br />the first thing I do is to give. If you need love,<br />give love. If you need a hug, hug someone. If<br />you need friends, be friendly. If you need money,<br />give some service. The law of giving and recieving<br />is well and alive." -rev run.<br /><br />-"What do you do when you feel like nothing is going<br />your way? What do you do when you feel empty inside<br />and there is no hope? What do you do when you pray<br />and your prayers aren't answered? Songwriter Bebe<br />Winans wrote, "After you've done all you can, YOU<br />JUST STAND." Psalms 46:10 says, "Be still, and know<br />that I am God." " -rev run.<br /><br />coolio! huh!? LOL. yerp I like em.<br /><br />now I leave you w/ one of mine.<br />"if skies were the limit we would've never heard these famous words<br />-"That's one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind."<br />-neil armstrong." -Jazzie aka J.[N]erd!<br /><br />oh wait.<br />I also like.<br /><br />Our Greatest Fear "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light , not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of god. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make and manifest the glory of god that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."<br />-Marianne Williamson“Our Greatest Fear” from her book “A Return To Love”<br /><br /><br />What are some of your favorite sayings and quotes!?<br /></center>J.[N]erd!http://www.blogger.com/profile/17752142321348028613noreply@blogger.com0